i got shit

My lips are shakin
My nails are bit off
Its been a month since Ive heard myself talk
Only advantage this lifes got on me
Picture a cup in the middle of the sea

And I fought back in my mind
Never lets me be right...
I got memories, I got shit
So much it dont show...

Oh, I walked the line...
When you held me in at night
Oh, I walked the line...
When you held my hand and i...

On empty shells seem so easy to crack
Got all these questions
Dont know who I could even ask
So Ill just lie down and wait for the dream
Where Im not ugly and youre lookin at me

And Ill stay in bed...
Oh, little Ive seen there
If just once I could be loved...
Oh, Id stare back at me

Oh, I walked the line...
When you held me in at night
Oh, I walked the line...
When you held my hand and i
Oh, I walked the line...
When you held me close at night
Oh, I paid the price...
Never held you in your eyes

i got Id -- Pearl Jam

i'll accept it without even having a reason..i'll even hold back the tears that aren't really coming..i keep closing the doors as you keep on finding new ones to open..unwillingly? certainly..i'm not bothered..i'll close every single one of them until they stop showing up..ultimately it is all in my head..anyway, guess what? i seem to be following that line you so presumptuously drew for me..every single thing you predicted is happening..all the certainty i had and expressed to you is gone, for i am doing exactly as you said you knew i would (now THAT bothers me...)..how come? today when this occurred to me i was mesmerized..maybe after all you knew me a lot better than i thought you did..or maybe all this just happened to coincide with your will..was it really your will? i don't know, and honestly i couldn't care less at the moment.."my lips they form a crooked smile, giving a sign of no reply...i asked you to answer but i already know"..you went away with your 'noble' reasons..and now i can say i'm very glad you did..you were right in some ways and no one can force you to change..and ultimately i have to thank you..but, like the song says "i got memories, i got shit"..that's what you left me with..well, at least shit is biodegradable.."reborn....";)

vou estudar PE ou dedicar-me à costura que talvez dê melhores resultados...ah e recomendo vivamente a musiquinha..